It’s all about sex

So, today we are expected to believe that taking Tylenol during pregnancy causes autism. Really? Autism has been around since Noah lined his animals up two by two, probably by height and in alphabetical order as well, and put them on his ark. Autism has always existed. Tylenol entered the market in 1955. The use of Tylenol by pregnant women has remained about the same for the last 60 years. Have some women taken it? Sure, if they were battling a high fever and were truly miserable. Lots of women did not take it. I did not take anything but a multi-vitamin with folic acid while I was pregnant. Funny thing, both of my kids turned out to be autistic. I turned out to be autistic and so did Robert. When our mothers were expecting I know for a fact that they drank wine, ate tuna, and consumed brie cheese. My mom was a former smoker. Neither Robert nor I were harmed, though I would not recommend that pregnant women do these things. I firmly believe that autism is there in utero. I was autistic before I was born. Same for the rest of my family and anyone else who is on the spectrum. Autism does not need a cure because it is not an illness. It is simply another way of being, another way of seeing the world and interacting with it.

Vaccines do not cause autism. Vaccines save us from deadly diseases. I am an autism mom, and I vaccinate. I most certainly did not want to watch my children suffer or die from measles, mumps, rubella, or whooping cough. Because most parents took the vaccine schedules very seriously, we had a high herd immunity, protecting those who could not or would not get the shots for their children. Are their children who cannot get their immunizations? Yes definitely, which makes it of paramount importance that the rest of us make certain that our children do get their shots on time. When we vaccinate, we protect not only ourselves, but others in the world who may be immune compromised and are vulnerable. After a person goes through cancer treatments, they often have to retake their childhood vaccines again because they have been wiped out and have no immunity. While they are undergoing treatment it is up to the rest of us to protect them and keep them disease free.

Andrew Wakefield did terrible harm in the 1990s when he said that the MMR vaccine caused autism. He faked his data and later lost his medical license. But, he set the scene. Mothers were encouraged to believe that they “caused” their child’s autism when they were merely keeping their children safe and allowing them the chance to live to adulthood. Kennedy is also doing terrific harm. He is not a medical professional but is telling other doctors what to do and how to think. Autism is not an epidemic. You can’t spread it or catch it. The reason we see more cases of autism is the medical community has gotten much better at identifying it. When my offspring were babies there were not screening tests for autism at standard checkups. I knew from early on that something was very different about Ravi but had to yell and scream and stomp my feet to even get our pediatrician to refer us to someone who might help. Thankfully, he retired a few months later and we never missed him. My friends who currently have babies say that doctors start screening babies for autism at their 6-month checkup. If a child presents with red flags, they can get help before they even turn one. Intervention gives these children a chance at a happier, fuller life. This is not to say that early intervention is the only key to success, autistic individuals need support and accommodations throughout their lives, but that is a blog for another day.

So, if Tylenol and vaccines do not cause autism, what does? Sex! Autism can only happen if parents have sex. If Robert and I had never had sex, we would not have had autistic children. As it was, we very happily had sex and very happily produced two quirky, wonderful kids. We have no regrets.

I suggest that the world take a collective deep breath. Don’t believe everything coming out of Washington because it changes from day to day and becomes even more outrageous. Stop pointing fingers and digging up old studies that have already been debunked. Smile at your neighbor. Hold open the door for a stranger. Seek and work for peace. Ravi was a peace-loving young person. He would not understand the hate and vitriol that has grasped our nation. I will never find a cure for osteosarcoma, but autism advocacy is a hill I will die upon. There is no need for a cure because autism is not a disease. There is no need to make mothers feel guilty for taking a Tylenol while they were pregnant. There is a definite need to get rid of Kennedy and get an actual board-certified physician to take his place. 14 years of heroin use has done him no favors. There is not one cause of autism, there may be thousands. Someone once asked me if I could wave a magic wand, would I get rid of Ravi’s autism. The answer is a hard no. If I got rid of Ravi’s autism, I would also get rid of Ravi’s core, his very soul. I would have done anything to give him relief from epilepsy, but I would never have changed who he fundamentally was as a person. That would be like playing God. I am not a deity, just a parent fighting very hard for more acceptance and accommodations for those who are non neuro typical.

To say the least, the news of the day has upset me. I can’t control what comes out of Washington, but I can control what I believe is true. Autism can be hell hard, but it also can be beautiful. Ravi lived his life unapologetically. I loved him and Mercury with my entire heart. I would do anything to have them back in our lives. For them, for all of us in this autistic community, keep fighting to make the playing field equal and autism accepting. Ravi will be proud of you. Peace, be good humans.