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Dear Ravi,

Yesterday was both bittersweet and magical. I had cardinal sightings pouring in from friends across the country. Obviously, you were out and about on your big day. How is it that you are 24 already? I am amazed. We started out the day at St Clement’s, meeting with Roberta on the parish green. We sat and talked, laughed, cried for several hours. The sun was shining, the crows were carrying on a lively conversation, and it was a perfect day to be outside. Later, Daddy and I went down to the chapel to see you. I am continually reminded of what Joy said when she interred your ashes. She said, “Ravi is not here.” She was very right. You are the sunshine on my face, the wind at my back, the bird song I hear lilting in the morning hours. For all of these things, I am very grateful.

Last night, after work, Alissa came over. It was like no time had passed since we had last met. We laughed, cried, howled, snorted, shared memories and food and 5 hours flew by. It was a magical evening. I am so grateful for all of our friends who wished you a happy birthday, touched base, sent cards, etc. I was deeply afraid that no one would remember you, but Ravi, our friends came through. You are deeply loved, remembered, and missed. The cherries on your tree are almost ripe. So far, the birds have not discovered them. The plan is to harvest them in a week or so and then make them into a pie for some dear friend. It seems a fitting tribute.

I am having a low energy day today. I think I poured all of my emotions and energy into yesterday and I don’t have anything left. That is more than okay. It is worth it; you are worth it. You were always worth it. Tomorrow is a busy day. I am meeting with an agent about your manuscript in the morning. In the afternoon is World Juggling Day at the park. In the evening is the opening ceremonies for the Special Olympics. I am resting today so I can fully take part in the activities tomorrow. Luka came to heaven last week. Have you caught up with him? He is a good boy and deeply missed by Laurie. You and Dave and Rosie can take good care of him. Please pray for you Uncle Rob. He is still battling a cancer that just won’t quit. I know that you are in a world without cancer, but we would like to keep Rob on earth with us a bit longer. I am about to go watch the World Cup. The pets will keep my company. I love you forever. Mom.